.FIENDS & FINDS.: 2010

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Audrey's Night Out 2010 Fashion Show w/ Video Recap

For those of you who couldn't make it to Audrey's Night Out 2010 Fashion Show..

Check out a few of the pics and also a video recap by Audrey Magazine

Thursday, October 7, 2010

HERRROO PEEPO :D

Okay. I'm sorry I've been gone for almost a month.
I don't know if I should say I haven't been here because I was too busy with life
or because I was simply lazy.
I think you deserve the truth. I was lazy. -____-

Anyways, I felt it was time for a new post.
As the weather drastically turned down without any warning
by 50 degrees and layers have been added onto my wardrobe,
something's gotta give.
As much as it takes time and effort to adjust to CHANGE...
i absolutely LOVE it.
Maybe I'm generally passionate about everything
and then I get bored with a snap of a finger.
But changes, in some inconvenient way,
helps me to realize
I am ALIVE.

People tell me i go through a lot of phases..
as if they don't. HA.
Apparently I'm the queen of phases.
Yoga phase, workout phase, diet phase,
clubbing phase, hermit phase, and the list goes on.
Well truthfully, life is boring without phases.
I mean... i just can't picture my life in a straight plateau
with the same routines everyday.
BORING.
I need excitement and change in my life to keep going at it.
Nothing wrong with that right?

But I've learned something about myself quite recently.
When change happens too quickly,
without my control,
I freak out and don't know what to do..
I feel like I'm not in control of my life and myself.
And one thing that we can never have control over completely
is someone else's heart.
I wasn't ready for their change of heart.
Which made me feel lost.
But I refuse to let this change control me.
And I indulge in this moment of feeling
rejected and let myself feel ALIVE.

I feel like I'm just rambling. Well, I am.
Waiting for my friend to get off work to eat dinner. :D

I've been cutting down on my shopping budget.
But as soon as I did that,
life gave me other reasons to spend money
(aka, camera traffic ticket, parking ticket, anything with car!)
So maybe I should just go back to my shopaholic-self again.
Might as well?
Let me think about that.

In the meantime.
I wanna show you the boots that I'm lusting over.
One high-end.. one not so much :D

Gucci Tile High-Heel Platform Booties; $865, neimanmarcus.com

Hunter Boots in Original Short; $115, hunter-boot.com

Yes I know the Gucci booties are ridiculous over my budget.
And the Hunter Rainboots are just ridiculous looking.
But I DON'T CARE!! I want it..
-_______-

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

death.

I've converted from meat loving carnivore to a rabbit nibbling herbivore.

im sad.

i love meat!!!

but i just can't help that when i smell meat now...

i want to barf.

when i picture what goes on in the slaughter house..

i want to barf.

when i imagine myself chewing meat and swallowing it..

i want to barf.

when i see someone eating meat so deliciously with red juice dripping down the side of their mouth..

i want to barf.

honestly.. it wasn't the death of you that made me feel guilty. ignorance is bliss and unfortunately i am no longer ignorant to what you go through exactly to feed my greedy and selfish appetite. it is the excruciating pain and torture you have to endure that ultimately leads to your death that now haunts me and gives me the goosebumps. from having sticks get shoved up every hole in your body, to living in your own feces, to getting skinned from head to toe while you are still breathing and in pain, to being thrown in a tub of ridiculously boiling water while you panic and frantically kick to get out. imagine someone cutting off your mouth because you talk too much. How much would it hurt emotionally to get separated from my family in a hurdle of other people just to find out later that they are not even recognizable. How would you feel if you were them without a voice to fight for yourself.. without any power to fight back.

This has been the funeral of my love for food.

i lived to eat, not eat to live.

i apologize for contributing to the death of you as well.

farewell. goodbye.

p.s. MEET YOUR MEAT
Warning: you will shed at least one drop of tear watching this if you had a heart.

Meet Your Meat *WARNING: GRAPHIC CONTENT*
- Watch more Videos at Vodpod.

For a FREE VEGETARIAN STARTER KIT go to www.GoVeg.com.
"Do it for the animals. Do it for the environment. Do it for your health"

Saturday, September 4, 2010

I Really Can't Get Away From Fall

It's Friday night/Saturday morning and I'm in the comfort of my own bed watching

Korean Dramas online, blogging, and being inspired by everything Fall.

I keep getting ahead of myself and I'm falling in love with the idea of Fall.

Although, So. Cal doesn't show much of a Fall season in the air & on the streets,

I just can't seem to avoid all the Fall inspirations I see elsewhere.

I kind of miss making fashion collages for my fashion merchandising classes so here goes my reminiscing on making collages;

except, this is so much easier than clipping from magazines and catalogs. :)

Rodarte Leather Jacket (left)

A bit creepy and I'm sure it was inspired by Twilight.

Which might i had, i Hate.

But look at that leather jacket by Rodarte. OMG.

Can it be anymore dangerous and hazardous-looking?

Love it.

I want this for school. Since i AM a STUDENT again. :)

I can't wait to eat Pumpkin Pie this Thanksgiving.
It just tastes so much better during Thanksgiving.
Maybe I'll carve a pumpkin for the first time this Halloween too.