death.

I've converted from meat loving carnivore to a rabbit nibbling herbivore. 

im sad.

i love meat!!!

but i just can't help that when i smell meat now... 

i want to barf. 

when i picture what goes on in the slaughter house.. 

i want to barf.

when i imagine myself chewing meat and swallowing it.. 

i want to barf.

when i see someone eating meat so deliciously with red juice dripping down the side of their mouth..

i want to barf.

honestly.. it wasn't the death of you that made me feel guilty. ignorance is bliss and unfortunately i am no longer ignorant to what you go through exactly to feed my greedy and selfish appetite. it is the excruciating pain and torture you have to endure that ultimately leads to your death that now haunts me and gives me the goosebumps. from having sticks get shoved up every hole in your body, to living in your own feces, to getting skinned from head to toe while you are still breathing and in pain, to being thrown in a tub of ridiculously boiling water while you panic and frantically kick to get out. imagine someone cutting off your mouth because you talk too much. How much would it hurt emotionally to get separated from my family in a hurdle of other people just to find out later that they are not even recognizable. How would you feel if you were them without a voice to fight for yourself.. without any power to fight back.

This has been the funeral of my love for food. 

i lived to eat, not eat to live.

i apologize for contributing to the death of you as well.

farewell. goodbye.

p.s. MEET YOUR MEAT
Warning: you will shed at least one drop of tear watching this if you had a heart.

  Meet Your Meat *WARNING: GRAPHIC CONTENT*
- Watch more Videos at Vodpod.

For a FREE VEGETARIAN STARTER KIT go to www.GoVeg.com.
"Do it for the animals. Do it for the environment. Do it for your health"

I Really Can't Get Away From Fall

It's Friday night/Saturday morning and I'm in the comfort of my own bed watching 

Korean Dramas online, blogging, and being inspired by everything Fall. 

I keep getting ahead of myself and I'm falling in love with the idea of Fall. 

Although, So. Cal doesn't show much of a Fall season in the air & on the streets, 

I just can't seem to avoid all the Fall inspirations I see elsewhere. 

I kind of miss making fashion collages for my fashion merchandising classes so here goes my reminiscing on making collages; 

except, this is so much easier than clipping from magazines and catalogs. :)

Rodarte Leather Jacket (left)

A bit creepy and I'm sure it was inspired by Twilight.

Which might i had, i Hate. 

But look at that leather jacket by Rodarte. OMG. 

Can it be anymore dangerous and hazardous-looking? 

Love it.

I want this for school. Since i AM a STUDENT again. :)

I can't wait to eat Pumpkin Pie this Thanksgiving.
It just tastes so much better during Thanksgiving.
Maybe I'll carve a pumpkin for the first time this Halloween too.

I want my own lil apartment so I can decorate it for the holidays.
It just wouldn't feel the same decorating my family home.

Interesting.. The innocent under the influence of the dark side.
Photo courtesy of bsimple.com.
They have amazing photographs.

Belle De Jour; Kate Somers photographed by Richard Bernardin for Elle Canada.
Photo Courtesy of A Glamorous Little Side Project

Goodnight world. <3

3.1 Philip Lim RTW Runway

Fall: Sophisticated. Classy. Chic. Neutral. Beautiful.

All photos of 3.1 Philip Lim RTW Runway courtesy of Style.com

Getting Ready For Rain Already?

No. But I can plan ahead of time right? :D

Loeffler Randal Rain Boots w/ Zipper, $195.

Rain or Shiny Umbrella, Modcloth; $33.99
Out of Stock. So if you see it elsewhere.. tell me!

Especially now that I started school again.. 

I'm seriously dreading the rain. 

I don't wanna walk form my car to my classes, 

but when I picture myself wearing these boots with this huge umbrella 

(that's sure to protect me from rain),

I get excited!! 

COME RAIN COME!~

DIMEPIECE

My favorites from Dimepiece Designs

Their designs are so bizarre that I love it! 

-These are probably the most norm they get actually-

I want to buy them, but right now I don't have the body for that dress, 

nor do i have even $40 bucks to spare on tanks. 

But if you do... you can snatch yours at Dimepiece @ AudreyShops

:D